I want so desperately to run away from who I am. To throw away all these responsibilities. To stop being me for awhile. I want to go somewhere where I can just exist with no thoughts and no worries.
After all this time, I thought I have improved, but it turns out I've gotten worse. I want so badly to throw away my emotions and not to feel anything. I want a break from life. I want to be alone, yet I'm afraid of feeling lonely. I want to be someone else, yet I don't want to lose everything I care about.
Tell me, how do I stop the tears when all they do is run?
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